Inconsistency

Woot I’m an inconsistent blogger! Well if I blog too often that might be a problem since I only blog when I peak in a certain emotion (Happy, sad, blah blah blah). Not to mention the lack of free time to blog. Yesterday was awkward much, in the morning had 30 minutes of GDEV (It’s supposed to last 3 hours, but since the tutor gave us the prep-codes it’s just a matter of CTR-C, CTR V) followed by lunch with my mates and “J2ME – ing” in the library with Wan Zi. We were supposed to chiong our project so that we would have something to show by the end of the week to our tutors BUT we ended up falling ASLEEP for an entire HOUR LOL FAIL MUCH!! But not all was wasted, Wan Zi shared with me her wisdom on relationships and I saw Wan Zi’s hidden mature and womanly nature =P That’s a good thing BTW. After our session in the library, I stayed behind till 6.30 to do Program Physics. Group mate Hadi sent me the codes and it took me 2 hours to finally figure out what he was trying to do in his codes. Im not a master coder or anything but his stuff seemed rather... Rigid lol...
Went to meh CCA after all that work. Live Audio, is incredibly boring but I’ll stick on till the training is over and check out the ACTUAL activities of the CCA. 3 more weeks of training! Met 3 other new members, Fizzy/Fuzah , fuzzy/ Farhah, and jia/jie hue/hua? Shit I cant remember their names LOL, but I’m pretty sure its somewhere along those lines.

"We walked along the lonely street in the dead of the night. My arm around your waist and yours around mine.. walking slowly, enjoying the moonlight and each others company. What time was it? 2am? 3? Cant remember now.. Wad I do remember is you wore my white shirt, and I must have said that it looked a lot better on you than me. For I remember the smiles we exchanged as we walked down the road.

Man, I miss that.. It felt like we were eloping or something.. It was great.. We were, free.. I had no work, we escaped your parents.. we had no cares.. free to love each other with nothing inbetween us."

Something is missing..
From my mind..
Something you gave..
It defied the hand of time..

Deep within my soul and heart..
I search for an answer..

There, a whisper from the void came..
Said "Love, no more...
Give up the chase...
For in this race, it has no place..
for you..
no more.."

I clenched my fist in anger and cried me a bath.