My First Post shiit..

My first post. Finally some use for those HTML lessons I received during Sem1. Now some of you might wonder why I bothered to make a blog. Well its simple really, I wish to express myself and decided that a blog would do that nicely. Its also good practice for my HTML skills anyways. Now Im not gonna write in perfect english in all my posts but neither are all of my posts gonna be in slang and singlish heeh.

And now for the main course..

I am.. Pissed.. No that’s not the word. Distressed or sad maybe, I can’t put my finger on it but these emotions overwhelm my soul and mind. The reason? Perhaps I rediscovered (Yes rediscovered, it’s shameful to not learn from ones past mistakes but it happens) that I have been discarded or maybe I’m feeling betrayed. But one thing is for certain, I am angry at myself for submitting to these emotions. I am angry. Yes. Angry. Furious and yet somehow sad.
I can only ask myself these questions, is this how I really feel? Am I being truthful to myself? Or am I placing myself into another illusion. Escaping my reality, trying to flee from all the angst and sadness that has become me.
I can’t find the answer to those questions.


“ I can never say things right. I can never say what I mean and I can never fully express myself to you(all). That’s my biggest regret.” – DJ ChrissEmo